loops in the past:
the early morning dew does do some justice - 2004-10-22
now my next wish would be to have a gazillion dollars to waste it all on taxi rides. - 2004-10-02
cat didnt catch my tongue. - 2004-09-29
what do you do if you forgot a friends birthday. - 2004-09-12
jail to the geek. - 2004-09-11
the early morning dew does do some justice
2004-10-22 @ 6:13 a.m.

i was seeing how much i abandoned this ex love of mine. i think i did mention that i needed a spark in my life to kick start this blog again. somehome or rather i managed to do so, by fixing my older page. because if you had noticed, whenever u clicked on my older page, you would just get a black page with some stupid mumbo jumbo. and now its fixed!!!! yayest!
its nice to be meeting new people who you just have been talking over the phone/emai/soulseek or whatever medium rite now. i met up with three different people just now that wanted to get stuff from the TSS distro. fucken ace people. because i dun really respond well to people usually, if you know me personally. most times ill just give a wry smile and slowly fade away. but just now these three different meetings just seemed comfortable. and trust me, i walked home with a spring in my step.
i realised how geeky i am these few days. i have officially become the go to computer guy for advice. i think i like that, its just that sometimes i dun like the feeling of not being able to solve things and failing. pretty sucky.
i did another superbly fantastic thing just now, i washed my fringging keyboard finally. all the hair, dirt, paperclip(how that get there), i think caramel stain?, and other creepy stuffos. all went out from between the creaks. you dun know how wide my grin was when i reconnected the whole thing and it functioned superbly. geekos unite!
p.s check out the picture on top. that was taken in a bus while i was heading to KL. how i wish that depicted my future.

current loves ::
off the map (book) pick this up for a awesome journey.
closure discography (music)
deltron 3030 (killer hip hop)

now my next wish would be to have a gazillion dollars to waste it all on taxi rides.
2004-10-02 @ 9:18 a.m.

i think some taxi drivers make the best buddies. its like even better than meeting up old pals who think they can just rekindle all lost touch over some stupid phone call when they finally feel like they are without friends. am i making sense? maybe not. i really feel like if i have a rich enuff job to support me, i would prolly take up taxi riding most times because of the stories they share and how you can just become enemies or friends for that particular short trip.
at least i know i left the taxi feeling something that had been missing this past week. a confidante. just plain wierd.
and im away to kl for the weekend. so dont miss me. right.

cat didnt catch my tongue.
2004-09-29 @ 11:14 p.m.

i just lost the will to write. to communicate. to converse. i feel nothing.
hit me.
things keeping me sane
php, lots of beastie boys and malady on the playlist.


before - after

hostage :

normann rashid

captive area :
singapore

in person :
*messed up*passsionate*positive*tries hard not to babble*silently provocative*sarcasticly accidental*unexpressive*unvocal*hates decisions*analogue sounds*blinking lights*the sun*sXe*vinyl*unproductive*slave*x-jahil records*thrashsteadysyndicate*

hearts :
*screen printing*analogue volumes*vinyl*do it yourself*sitcoms*geeky computer stuff*going to shows*rachel leigh cook*

aural pleasures :
*hour of the star*you and i*indian summer*frodus*hot cross*the assistant*saetia*secret seven*jahilia*domestik doktrin*la quiete*blood brothers*